ab imo pectore



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





THE DEADLY PAST

June 2005
 July 2005
 September 2005
 October 2005
 November 2005
 December 2005
 January 2006
 February 2006
 March 2006
 April 2006
 May 2006
 June 2006
 July 2006
 August 2006
 September 2006
 October 2006
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 December 2006
 January 2007
 February 2007
 March 2007
 April 2007
 May 2007
 June 2007
 July 2007
 August 2007
 September 2007
 October 2007
 November 2007
 December 2007
 January 2008
 February 2008
 March 2008
 April 2008
 May 2008


LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Thursday, February 21, 2008

8:55 AM

i really miss the simple things in life.
what ever happened to my daily afternoon hour long swim followed by coffee by the pool with a cigarette in hand?now if only every living moment can be that blissful.
funny how looking back the last time which such ever happened was mid last year.
gosh i want my life back.

today while talking to the best friend.
she made me come to realise what an ass ive been the past ive no idea how many years.
maybe that's why my relationships are going straight down the drain.
how the hell do i change?i mean i cant change me.
that's just almost impossible.

today was also a great learning lesson for me.
i have never come to realise that someone who appears close to you can actually be that far instead.
it seems that i somehow can never let my guard down for a second.
someone once told me that i need to try to see the good in others and i did put in an effort to try.
but look at it now,i get trash back in return.
i suppose some people are just not how they perceive them to be.

i really wonder,did i really grow up too fast?
did u even experienced the childhood,teenage rebel days?
yes i am only 18.but somehow i dont feel that age.
i had not have enough of those wild days yet.those late drunk moments,those midnight rendevous and so on.

if only i can turn back the clock.
if only i could...
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, February 11, 2008

2:19 AM

just...four...more...long...tiring...days
before all will be finally over.cant wait cant wait.
how sad i'll be saying bye to two lovely people this month.yvonne and nick.sucks to be me.i really hate goodbyes.booo.owells at least i'll be meeting both of them soon.which is good.
& so the countdown begins.
1 paper and 1 presentation gone,2 papers and 1 presentation more to go.
God bless my soul
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;